Saturday, November 19, 2005

A heavy mind

Feeling lost. The mood is that of being dispirited. After that sense of the mind being heavy, one perhaps cope by blanking out. Now the mind seems as if it is all white. No clear sense of purpose.

But could all these experience be temporary? Could they be measures of coping? Too much complexities in the world out there, and when one attempts to reexamine every single bit of these complexities, it can be overwhelming.

Lost. It felt as if one has yet to be in the right place in this world. Where does one ought to be? How does one find the answers? Attempt and walk this journey of discovery? Or move along aimlessly and wait for the answers to fall? Or could one decide a course of direction, follow it through, and when the paths did not feel right, move on to what may seem to be?

This is perhaps the internal dialogue that has been going on.

3 comments:

pinkie said...

There are too much complexities in life and what can we do about it? Can we ever do it right? Can we make a difference?

mistipurple said...

i hear you.
i keep things simple as i think life has enough complexities.

oceanskies79 said...

Hi Simple American: Thanks for your words of support. I could see the value in relaxing a bit.

Then the next challenge would be how does one decide on a path.

I have a sense that my struggle lies in managing the loss that would occur when I gave up the rest of the paths to focus on one particular path.

Still navigating my way through life.

Pinkie: Thanks for the questions. I keep asking them, but have yet the wisdom to answer.

Mistipurple: Thanks for tuning in.