Maybe the folks should leave me for good?
I am starting to realise how I have gradually become dependent on others for their support and company. At times, I find myself reading others' blog regularly just in hope to find a post that I could relate to and lend some supportive comments. At times, I find myself eager to share my world with the unknown out there. At other times, I find myself checking my blog just to see who has left me a comment.
I know in this world, we are interdependent. I can't run away from that. But pardon my idiosyncrasies, I am just concerned that once I start to accept another being as a friend, I may seek the friendship so much that I may unintentionally end up losing it. Next of all, I value my independence, but I know I could never really be sanely alone for the rest of my life-time.
Please bear with my ramblings of the night. It has been raining for almost the entire day, and I am feeling rather melancholic from the wet weather. May the blues leave me soon enough.
8 comments:
i am never far.
I'll be around...
so am i.
it's all about balance. you'll find yours. keep your chin up. we're here.
hello dear, I can relate to what you say... its hard but there are many out there who loves you for who you are :)
interdependance.. thats what true friends are for :)
hey, i check my blog like 100th times a day, so u r not alone..
:)
msg me if u feel like chatting...
take two of these:
* hug hugs *
and call me in the morning... :)
we all need a good melancholy-day once in a while... it makes those sunny days even brighter.
take care.
Hi folks, Thank you for your kindness.
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